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What do I see ahead of me? by Carol King What do I see ahead of me? What do I see ahead of me? it depends on which day that would be. Some days I see nothing but darkness echoed with cries Some days there is laughing and playing. Then there are some days with fields of wildflowers and prairie dogs playing. Then I sit silently because all of these sights and sounds are in me. Yes, even on death row, you can still have life inside you. If your body is in a cage, your mind is free to roam. Smiles! Carol ps the mind is a great thing and in this madhouse that I live, I am so grateful to still have mine
Forgive by Michelle Tharp
What is the true meaning to forgive someone? Isn't it to be able to accept, deal with, and even be able to let go of what someone may or may have not done? Why is it so many want to look down and judge, even dislike when they really have no right? When will enough be enough in ones heart, in ones eye? Because in the end when all is said and done the question will still be there. WHY?!? No one is perfect, we all have made mistakes, but instead of learning from them, so many just want to hate!! We all truly need to take a moment, and to think of what it is to really forgive, because I'm sure if it was you, your family, or your friend this is no way you would want to live!!!!
How I Feel by Michelle Tharp I'm very hurt, dazed, confused, I only thought you'd feel this way when being used, and abused. When the verdict came back guilty, and I was sentenced to die, I swear I told the truth, so I just don't understand why! I can't even begin to explain the things that were going through my head, But I do know I felt so alone, and at that moment wished I was dead! Day after day I sit in this cell, thinking of how to end all this hurt and pain, But what I keep thinking of doing is only for the devil to gain. I want, need for everyone to know I'm not the mean, cruel person so many have made me out to be, Tausha, she is a part of me, a big part of me something everyone seems not to see! I've made mistakes, big ones at that, And there isn't a day that I wish I could have that day back. I truly believe in my heart that god is with me, Now I need to find the strength to face whatever is meant to be! So many want to judge, and hate on me, But what they fail to realize is they too have skeletons, just ones no one else can see! So instead of hating and looking down on one, claiming to care, to be a friend, really be there, comfort them; let them know no matter what you'll be there till the end! No one knows what its like to go through and feel what I feel, It hurts and it's very scary, and truthfully, it's a feeling that can never be healed!!! Why Me by Michelle Tharp There hasn't been a day that I haven't cried out "why me"! I still don't know the answers to why this is the way things have to be. So many have told me to have faith, and to never give up hope, but it's continually a struggle to want, or even try to deal and cope. See, my life ended in April of 1998. Everything, everyone I wanted, needed, cared about even loved was taken one way or another on that date. I'm not looking or wanting for anyone to feel sorry for me or to pity me, I just want and need for everyone to know I too feel, that I'm not the cruel, heartless person so many have made me out to be. There still are so many questions, but no answers to tell and because of this everyday since has been nothing but a living hell! I've been told to never question or ask God why? Because he has a reason, a purpose for all our lives. I have learned over the years to stop crying out "why me?" Because what's in his eyes, in his heart is all that matters, something so many of us fail to see or even believe!!
True Friendship by Michelle Tharp A true friend is someone who is always there through good and bad And when I think of you I will always smile and be glad. Being around you, you have showed me so much, I just hope and pray no matter what were able to stay in touch. I'm sorry for ever doubting you, I hope you understand I was scared and didn’t know what else to do. I'm so glad I got to know the real you, Because I never had anyone in my life who kept it so real and been so true. I knew with you, you were a true friend because no matter what you always knew what to do because of that I opened up and shared sooo many things with only you. We seem to share the same things you and me, Were always putting ourselves in places, situations we know it's not meant to be. Will our hurt and pain ever go away? Or will it continue to follow us our days? I feel you and you feel me, I just hope you know i'm always here no matter what the need may be! I will always hope and pray for the day we will see each other, get together, Until then you'll always be in my thoughts and heart always and forever!!!
What You Mean To Me by Michelle Tharp Since coming into my life, you’ve changed it so, There are so many things I want, need for you to know. I never thought I would or could even feel again, Especially feelings, emotions involving a man. You have given me so much strength and even hope So much that I ‘m able to get up each day, no matter what and cope. I really believed my life ended so long ago, But you have showed me there’s more to life than I have ever known. I truly feel our friendship/relationship is very real, very true You will always have me by your side no matter what you may or may not choose I hope to always have you in y life, in my thoughts, in my heart, No matter what the distance may be or how long we may be apart. I love you today, tomorrow, for eternity This is what you really, truly mean to me!!! Stay Strong by Michelle Tharp
I know that at times you get worries because things just don’t seem right, I know you can feel only lonely because there’s no-one there to hold you tight No matter what may go on or even how stressful things may be, Never forget the love I have for you or what you will always mean to me. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers and you know you’re always in my heart, We have to keep the faith and carry on this time we that we are apart. No matter how bad things get or whatever may go wrong, remember God above, Because he is who put us together and filled our hearts with sooo much love!!!!
A Trip with You by Shonda Walter Kopelli flute players dancing on by, My heart flits and flutters high in the sky. I see the hope glowing bright in your eyes, A love I know will never die. Purple elephants sing when I hear your name And a big fat ogre could have been the one to blame. Magic mushrooms sending us free into the night As the little green aliens tell me everything will be alright. Red Fury by Shonda Walter Red is my fury Red is my love Benevolent forces shine down from high above. A course on the red sea, to hell I might send thee. A glow from the traffic light could not stop me tonight Blinded by the pain inside, locked it up, it will pass by. Red I see, part of me, My love, my fury, my jealousy.
On a path to nowhere, A skin of the heart leads to me. As clouds cover the sky, I’m blinded by a sea, Of lost emotions, faded dreams and a future not meant to be By Shonda Walter Can you see me here? Could you ever? Do you know what I feel? I’ll tell you never. To see me, you must look to the sky I’m not a bird nor cloud but the dream which twinkles in your eyes. I see your hopes, your dreams, your fears And all the things that you hold dear. Unfortunately, you cannot see, You cannot know This cannot be By Shonda Walter
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